Loneliness inspires a lot of craziness in people. It is not our default state. That said, when we are lonely and troubled we often end up exploring possibilities that we have not previously considered. This could either lead to a complete disaster or give you an insight on all your problems. I’m sure you’re wondering if I am writing in the wrong blog. The cry baby blog is the other one :). No dahlings! All this seeming philosophical horse-crap is leading some place.
I was definitely at a low point in my life in November. Confused out of my wits because of what life was throwing at me, I was definitely quite reckless. In that definite recklessness, I decided to go on a pilgrimage tour to Tirupati and Kolhapur with a bunch of people (eighteen is quite a bunch ;))
Let me now clarify one tiny aspect. I have never been on a religious trip before, especially one that spans a whole week and two states. It’s not as if I have a particular bias against it. It’s just that I am not particularly religious. Anyway, I am always open to try new things and visit new places so that’s quite settled I suppose.
Now the other part. I had barely known Nishant for two months. Two office trips are surely not sufficient to get to know somebody. So to take off on a weeklong trip, that too with another eighteen people who I didn’t even know was out of the question. But then, persistence (on his part) and a sheer devil-may-care attitude (on mine) and I was going to Tirupati ; knowing very well that this could go hopelessly wrong.
I was the only one boarding from Pune (the rest were coming in from Mumbai). So after a restless half day at work, I took a very heavy bag and trudged off to the station. I have travelled alone by train once. But this was an entirely unique experience. As is my usual practice, I reached the station two hours ahead of the scheduled arrival. Alone in the super crowded Pune station with two hours to wile away was not a pleasant prospect. But when everything is on a whim, you somehow tend to accept situations quite beautifully. What’s more, I was actually excited. With a nice sandwich, black coffee and Jeffery Archer I pretty much passed my time quite well.
The train arrived close to 4. It was about 10 minutes behind schedule but I didn’t really notice that too much. I found the coach and Nishant almost as soon as the train came to a standstill. We were going to Tirupati.
Step one was to meet my fellow travelers. Strangely, I felt no apprehension whatever. I was sure that with my books, the ipod and the absolute insanity of what I was doing, I would not get bored, no matter how troublesome the company was. As an absolute antithesis to my expectations, the company turned out to be absolutely fabulous. Almost as soon as I’d gotten introduced, I felt quite at home.
I love train journeys and I definitely don’t like to travel in the AC compartment. I like to feel the wind sweeping across fields and rivers. See the sky as it transitions from blue to yellow and then to orange. I love to see the tiny yellow lights suddenly becoming distinct in the distance as night finally falls. I love to see the dull white light from the train compartments on the adjacent tracks. Then as the cities approach in the night, slowly and steadily the density of the orange lights increases. It’s so beautiful. And train stations. I love them. The chaos. the sounds of “chai garam” and “Kaafi”. And how the food items change with every state you cross.
All of this is definitely enough to keep an idle adventurer’s mind active. But when add to it an extremely enthusiastic company, the fun somehow just intensifies. We played cards and Uno, spoke endlessly, got off at obscure stations so people could smoke, listened to endless stories and experiences. And though we barely slept, fresh I was as a flower in spring early next morning.
We got off at Renigunta junction – a tiny place right before Tirupati, in Andhra Pradesh. From the moment we got off there, the atmosphere had turned distinctly religious. From Renigunta it is a distinct one hour ride to Tirumala, which is in the hills. The famous Lord Balaji temple is in Tirumala.
Lord Balaji is the world’s richest deity. Every day thousands of pilgrims visit the temple. To ensure a good temple experience, the temple trust issues tickets for the “darshan”. There are ticket counters like this in all the major cities. Some of us bought extra tickets so that we could get extra “laddoos”. They are famous and are now patented :). After a slightly painful wait in the heat, we got ourselves cabs to take us to our destination.
The town of Tirumala is located on a hill just beyond Tirupati. Given the security threats and the general holiness of the place, cigarettes, alcohol and any other intoxicating substances and needless to say explosives are banned in the temple town. There are manned and computerized checks at the entrance of the town. Every incoming vehicle is checked. All baggage must go through an x-ray check and people are frisked! But a little ingenuity on the gang’s part and we had managed to smuggle in enough cancer sticks to last us the three days we were supposed to be there. Boys after all will be boys :).
The ride up to Tirumala is picturesque. It is evident at every step that the temple trust is the richest in the world. The roads are spic and span. There is a wildlife park along the way and it’s beautifully green everywhere. The entrance is pretty and the town impeccably planned. I was told that the city is truly green and is powered by the windmills on the hills. Along the roads are neat little houses and every here and there are small hotels. These are places of residence allotted to the visiting pilgrims.
We reached there in the afternoon and it was HOT! Very hot and crowded. Once we figured out where we were supposed to be put up (it’s a slightly complex process… lets save that for another time and place maybe). The rooms cost a 100 bucks a day (dirt cheap) but I had no idea what they were like. Given the distinctly adventure mood I was in, I didn’t jump out of my skin in apprehension. But surprise surprise! Like everything else happening on this trip, the rooms were not bad at all. They were spacious and clean. There were camp beds and sufficiently soft mattresses, a clean bath and running water. What else does a wanderer need?
The travel and the fact that we’d eaten hardly anything from morning made us ravenous. I could personally eat a cow. But you don’t get any non-vegetarian food. Imagine that! A totally vegetarian town :) (Strangely I know quite a few people who cannot live without meat and very strangely the most perfect member of that species was with me in Tirupati). So after we’d changed, we found our way out of the curiously complicated building ( with one too many staircases) and went to a small eat out right in front. We ordered a lot of things, most of which I don’t remember. What I remember is- the food was funny. Yes, funny is the word I used. Have you ever tried channa masala cooked the Chinese way garnished with curry leaves? Well, I see you’re getting the picture!
The legend of Lord Balaji goes something like this:
Lord Balaji saw the beautiful Padmavati daughter of Akash raja in garden and fell in love with her. The match was accepted by both parties but Lord Balaji needed funds for a lavish wedding. So he borrowed money from Kubera, God of wealth. He promised to return this money in the Kali yuga. Devotees flock in millions each year and everything donated there is apparently to pay off the loan.
By popular custom, you can only enter the house of the Lord once you have taken blessings from both his wives. So we took off to see the Padmavati temple in Tirupati. The temple was comparatively not so crowded. But the architecture and the interiors are lovely. The same evening we went to the ISKCON temple in Tirupati. Like all other ISKCON temples, this too was absolutely gorgeous. I have been to the one in delhi and I like the Hare Rama Hare Krishna feel. It takes me back to my favorite decade- the 60s.
Our darshan was scheduled at 9pm, the very night. By the IST (Indian stretchable time) standards, we went in at 11pm. If you have no watch, you would not know the time of the day. The temple premises have a continuous hustle bustle. The world ‘crowd’ assumes a new meaning when you are there; and they come in all shapes, sizes, types. There are young and old, Lord Ayyappa followers in black, newly-weds in their wedding finery, young couples with newly born kids, college kids, working professionals – oh you can find the widest assortment of people here. It’s a truly unique experience.
Outside the tonsure center
Another unique aspect about Tirupati, I really don’t know the right way to put it; ever hears of a city of gold. Well that’s Tirumala for you. It’s rich, super rich. The yellow lights and the yellow gold, everywhere; shimmer and shine. It’s a treat for the eye. Strange isn’t it. In a country like ours, where the number of people living below poverty line do not seem to reduce, has the city of gold.
Our darshan was pretty smooth and actually beautiful. Amid all the chaos, you can feel inner peace. We left Tirupati the next day by the evening train. Somehow, it felt too short a time to explore its various facets. And yet, I was amazed at how strangely miraculous it was that I had the good fortune of coming to one of the holiest of places totally unplanned and unintended. Grace…simply grace…
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